“Here I am thinking yeah I’m this SUPER successful presidents team leader earning the BIG bucks, traveling around the world, sharing and drinking GR8 coffee”…I do really like this Ideal of the future me BUT the TRUE ME that made this journey to this EARTH is “a writer a plant nurturer a healer and a memory awakener and a teacher” ?
BEFORE I start Part2…WE had our weekly webinar on Sunday Week17 HJ…
Well KNOCK ME DOWN WITH A SUP paddle!
I had my very 1st A-Ha moment!
What’s so GREAT about this?
Well it’s that I have had these A-Ha moments BEFORE in my life, BUT I have never GIVEN mySELF PERMISSION to move INto the REALisation of it 😉
SO…What was this A-Ha moment?
The Webinar was about “The Hero’s Journey”…letting OUR OLD BluePrint Die and in Death we will be RE-Born.
There are the FOUR stages OR states of mind we go through…Denial…Anger…Grief…Acceptance
When the part about GRIEF was being explained I thought WOW this is where I am at, grieving for my OLD BluePrint ?
Let me explain…
EveryTime so far up until that moment on Sunday I have got myself in MY journey for CHANGE to that point GRIEF but did not acknowledge it as being that, I was so caught up in my OWN Ego that I was stopping my progression into the next stage OR state of mind ACCEPTANCE…some of you will know this as “Self Sabbotage”
BLOODY HELL, WTF soooo many wasted years…
OR NOT as I obviously had to get passed MY EGO to even be able to see this 😉
Gotta LOVE life and all it throws at YOU…
WAKE UP…so close and then BOOM oops dancing backwards again…Authentic Self, Inner Spark Smouldering once again…
WELL NOT THIS TIME!
This was such a REALisation for ME, I am singing from the rooftops and sharing with anyone who will listen.
This is why I began Part2 with a paragraph out of Part1…(look above)…
I AM…”a writer a plant nurturer a healer and a memory awakener and a teacher”
this is who I came to Earth with knowledge as…
BUT to Allow MY INNER SPARK TO SHINE I give MYself PERMISSION…
MY FUTURE SELF is ready to AWAKEN and be ACCEPTED…This “SUPER successful presidents team leader earning the BIG bucks, traveling around the world, sharing and drinking GR8 coffee”!
SHE’s stepping up to the plate and taking OWNERSHIP of her contract signed sealed & delivered BEFORE arriving here on Earth to be a WAY SHOWER opening oneSELF to BLISS because SHE CAN make SHITE Happen!
She has tons of self confidence, she LOVES sharing and teaching what she has been taught in a FUN and EXCITING, CARING way with PASSION and DRIVE and why does she DO this?
SHE cares about YOU and what you want to accomplish YOUR Dreams & Desires she will be there to HOLD the sword for YOU to GRAB and SLAY the DRAGON’s of YOUR past and YOUR future on YOUR journey into YOUR BLISS…
Plus with the financial freedom she creates, she can implement the spaces where giving back and sharing BECOMES HER REALITY ? HER BLISS
Oops…Part2 will now resume soon in a new posting…beginning with the SHAPES and COLOURS and what they all mean…….