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Week Eleven: Conscious OR unConcious

WOW LIFE TRULY IS BEAUTIFUL

Last week I made a CONCIOUS decision to be RESPONsible, to be the HUMAN I came to experience Earth as…

An ALL POWERFUL☀️, LOVING?, CONCIOUS BEING re-awakening people’s bliss?

I have been so caught up in LIFE: the day to day crap of it all…

I am BLISS-Filled to say I have stepped into WHO I AM and I’m LOVING IT!

My days are spent in BLISS, not getting caught up in the mire of other people’s life…

No opinions, No judgement AND I have been thrown the opportunities alot lately (love the way the universe works) all the different types of Humans to judge, get angry at, feel sad for, etc etc etc…

NOW…I LOOK, I BLESS, I lOVE, I HONOUR and I THANK them for being THEM just them in all of THEIR GLORY, they too came to experience this, their lifetime their way ?

I tend to my garden INside and OUTside, and it not only feeds me physically but nourishes my heart, my soul, the WHOLE and ALL of ME.

I ENJOY these times of quiet as I know that these shall pass and I will be busy again toiling the rows of Life, but this time it is done with LOVE and only LOVE, nurturing the seeds so they become the flowers of tomorrow’s harvest, the LIFE I have come to LIVE ☀️

We are given a choice to be Concious OR unConcious

to Live with our eyes and hearts open OR closed

to LOVE or HATE

to judge AND be judged

We are given a choice to be Concious OR unConcious

To Live within OR live without

to TRUST and BELEIVE

to take that leap of FAITH and jump off into our BLISS

We are given the choice to be Concious OR unConcious

Week Ten: In the FLOW…

I AM in the FLOW…

Can YOU…FEEL it, SEE it, SMELL it, TOUCH it, HEAR it?

Everything is CONNECTING…The COMBINATIONS are coming together on their own…before it was about the size of the shape, then the  colour, then the words…now it’s the COLOUR, you see it any SIZE and the SHAPE fills it…your thoughts quickly fill in the words which have become affirmations, a chant deep within YOU…The music becomes the background for your self proclaiming messages of Self Confidence…

 I AM…WHOLE, PERFECT, STRONG, POWERFUL, LOVING, HARMONIOUS and HAPPY

Re-AWKENing the ME within that’s been hiding under the cement for this time…

TOO LONG!

WHY?

FEAR of EVERYTHING…Freezes you up…

Its OK to be scared, it’s ok to have doubts, it’s really OK…As we have a choice to choose to CHANGE the way we FEEL about EVERY thought we have.

NOW FOCUS…open yourSELF up and FEEL, really FEEL, LET yourSELF gooooooo…

WHEN you do this and have complete FAITH everything is there that you need it’s ALL right there INSIDE YOU…

Life gets in the way…Our situations change…People change…We get caught up in the small stuff and it becomes BIG stuff…We give it power…where our attention goes our intention goes, this all happens in the blink of an eye, without even a conscious thought and before you know it Life gets in the way…

I LOVE that the TOOLS are always on tap, always flowing just remember to TURN it ON…REMEMBER who AM I and LEAVE the tap ON…

AND…SO…WHAT NOW?

This is MY LIFE, this is MY MOVIE, I am RESPONSIBLE for all that happens within and without of it!

I AM A CONSCIOUS BEING!

I AM in the FLOW of GIVING and RECEIVING…

YOU…GET…WHAT…YOU…GIVE

You want MORE love? GIVE more love!?

AM I listening? YES and not only with my ears.

Week Seven: FOR-GIVEness

I UNDERSTAND we ALL HAD Our REASONS…

I forgive my mother for the way you left me as a teenager

I forgive my brother for going through all of my personal stuff that was packed away in my wardrobe and throwing away my then MOST treasured items…

I forgive you my best friend Pipi for giving up on our friendship without even an explanation

I forgive myself for deserting my little sister when she was just a child

I forgive myself for running away from the LOVE so freely expressed Anaru

I forgive those who have hurt me throughout my life so far and to all those who I have hurt…I forgive myself for this human trait

I am AWARE of you my EGO…and the role you play…

Now is the time to close my eyes, cut those cords that run soooo deep, mourn a little, bless them with a loving goodbye and thankYOU for the lessons learnt, then LET GO with forgiveness in my heart…

As I step into this new day I AWAKEN myself the one who came to Earth to experience LIFE as a Hu-Man and fulfill with loving kindness the divine plan…

What is this divine plan you ask…I have all but forgotten in the last 7years…as Life got in the way…

as I move forward I create a space of learning and meditation?

Week Five: Opinions

OPINIONS:

WOW do I have lots of Opinions on EVERYthing!

How to do this…how to do that…the way people drive, walk, talk…what the DJs play on the radio…how this looks..how that looks…what that person is doing over there and how they could do it better…what my husband is doing and how to do it…as I know I’m a expert…Yeah WHATEVER!

thank the Goddess I don’t watch TV or listen to the News I would be totally wasting the rest of my day with my Opinions…

My new word for these Opinions is ONIONS (as here we go with an Onion) I don’t like these vegetables….lmao

I know…you don’t know…I’m an EXPERT…

Yeah WHATEVER!

But But But my Mother told me….I saw it…I read about it…

Yeah WHATEVER!

So this week was all about keeping our mouths shut and not having OR voicing our ONIONS…well in those first three days the ONIONS were so winning, ONIONS 47 Lorelei ☀️ 0…

Like  I said I had a lot to say on the subject of friken everything…BUT as I keep my mouth FIRMLY CLOSED …Breathe…Listen…Breathe AGAIN and then respond with OH really yeah I LOVE that idea OR oh really what do you think?

It is soooo becoming easier everyday…Loving these new habits I am nurturing into being within myself ?

Week Three: Going to CaLiFornIA & the Red Circles

Arriving at the airport early to relax and enjoy the people watching before boarding my flight, the smell of the plumeria fading replaced with the smells of travelers returning back to their reality after island holidays…
5 hours later arriving at LAX to total mayhem HOLY Lorelei this is NOT Kauai anymore…ok move it move it, get my bags, flag down the hotel driver, breathe live is good! Check in, eat I’m starving, key in door, RELAX…
So the Best thing about waking up in the morning is my daughter Sian is arriving after her 5 day Tomorrow World Festival FUN in Atlanta…Sweet Dreaming?

So much happening stay focused…Sian (daughter) time in LA 2 days, SUP Surfing EXPO and the 2014 7th annual Battle Of the Paddle Racing at Salt Creek in Dana Point for 2 days, then Sian time again 2 days LA, drop hubby off at airport he’s homeward bound back to our Summer Island of Kauai…Pick up my hot wee Ford Focus rental, I get to spend Kelly (other daughter) time in San Diego 3 days Kelly is a hairdresser so I came out of her studio with RED hair hmmm red circles everywhere…

Friday head up to Garden Grove, Anaheim to the Hyatt Regency mmm smells so good, book in and catch up with fellow team mates and leaders…Saturday, Sunday totally booked out conferencing all day long (plugged myself into the webinar though)…PHEW WOW Alla KaZam! What an action packed, insipring 2 days! This company is taking me and everyone else into the FUTURE Loving It!

Soooooo did I do everything I promised myself I would do? YES I did…I got up early and went to bed late, talking out loud whenever the moment took me specially when the red circles appeared, the funny thing is the place I saw the MOST red circles was on the plane back to my Summer Island Kauai 🙂 I am planning our Annual Halloween Party so there is plenty to keep me busy…Life is AMAZING!