Category Archives: My MKMMA Journey

Week Fifteen: I am natures greatest miracle and self control

DARN RIGHT I AM!

I am natures greatest miracle

I LOVE THIS STATEMENT

There is No-One like ME…

Its actually quite an All Out There Statement…Holy No-One like ME?

This is it then… ITS all about ME…

I was free writing before and the stuff that floods into my brain sometimes makes me laugh…I went off on some kind of Matrix Movie Scene tangent with multiples of ME and the mischief and FUN we all got up to….

Back to REALity…I do like that I am unique and that there is just the soul-ME here on Planet Earth, doing what I was born to do…I’m on a mission, exploring, adventuring, meeting n greeting around the world…

I like to experience everything that I can…pushing myself to the limits and beyond…

One of my favorite things to do is experience the winter-filled NIGHT as it is…Dark and softly lit…so many people have their places lit up like a sun-filled day, how can they experience night like that?

It’s a totally amazing time of the day, it’s time to slow down, breathe, get dinner ready or eat out, take a long luxurious bath soak into bliss, have a glass of wine, relax, reLate, ENJOY and just be with yourself or family or friends specially at this time of the year, Winter all snugly n warm watching a favorite movie or reading a good book….

I have gone off into a night time adventure….Back to REALity…

SELF CONTROL

The exercise for the week….

hmmm this is what I am seeing as many times in one day as I can…so far there is not a lot of it around that I am seeing, so I need to stop trying to see and just acknowledge it when it does happen 😉

Self Control for me is something I am working on, I’ve liked life without self control, packing up and going on a whim-cycle adventure at the drop of a hat…eating what I want when I want…doing what I want when I want, this is how I have built my life to just DO It….

I do like the concept of Self Control I test myself daily…like only having 3 chocolate biscuits instead of 1/2 the packet…I am lucky I’m not diabetic or have a weight problem….I move too much, the only time I’m sitting is when I’m online which I have Self Controlled myself to only 2 hours a day max, and then thank the goddess I live kauai so there is way too much sunshine to go play outside than to be online…

So this is where I’m at Self Control….

Week Fourteen: going to the movies American football style

MOVIE TIME

YES it’s true we get to go to the Movies this week…

I have Netflix Live Streaming so there was only one movie I could watch “RUDDY” Daniel “Rudy” Ruettiger, Notre Dame player #45

So the story is about a kid who grows up with a DREAM to play American Football for Notre Dame…his DMP

Now how is he going to make this happen? By sheer persistence, he will do what ever it takes which he doesn’t find out till 1/2 way through the movie how hard this is going to be, he has a best friend who keeps him on track and totally believes he WILL do this, he has some serious odds to go up against the first and major one is none of his family has ever gone to university they “just weren’t meant to people like them” even his father believes this, so this is what he is installing in the children…”we are foundry people” nothing wrong with this, we make a good living from it”

Well Rudy wanted MORE for his life…He DARED to DREAM BIG.

His grades at school were not enough to get him to Norte Dame the university where his Dream Football Team resided…So he became a foundry worker like the rest of his brothers and his best friend…it wasn’t until his friend died in an accident that Rudy made the decision to follow his DREAM, he got on a bus, went to Norte Dame and did whatever it took, he had a plan to get good grades then get accepted I to Notre Dame where he could play for his Dream Team…After failing several times, he finally gets accepted.

His persistence is amazing BUT he never gives up…training, studying, believing…UNTIL nearly the very end of the story with a little help from his friends he realises he is living his dream he is studing at Notre Dame University and IS Playing for his Dream Team he just hasn’t been in uniform and on the sidelines…

His time comes though as this tough little guy with the support of the rest of the team who totally respects what he does, stands up to the new coach and gives their jerseys up so Rudy can take one of their places on the team…long story short Rudy gets to ‘uniform up’ and gets to lead the team onto the field…He is totally stoked with this, this is his DREAM all of his hard work has led to this Day, then with only 7seconds to go he gets a chance to go o to the field and PLAY…

This guy went totally against all of the odds you could throw at one person, with a DREAM, HARD WORK and all of the PERSISTENCE one person could hold within themselves and more, he DID IT, he KICKED that old blue print right in the arse where it withered and died and STEPPED into his NEW SELF…

Week Thirteen: Giving Up?

AM I WINNING?

old blue print:

GIVE UP! COME ON…YOU KNOW THIS ISN’T WORKING RIGHT? I’M TIRED, REALLY WE HAVE TO READ IT AGAIN? WHAT NOT THOSE CARDS, LOOKING IN THE MIRROR, AFFIRMATIONS…BLAH BLAH BLAH ARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH

new blue print:

Og Mandino – I greet this day with love in my heart, I am whole perfect strong powerful loving harmonious and happy, I promise to manifest Spiritual Growth and Liberty…, my service cards, Don’t IT NOW, I am in the FLOW of GIVING and RECEIVING, I CAN BE what I WILL to BE, those shapes are everywhere touching them feeling them, reading my achievement cards, My Blue Print Builder, Haanal’s questions and answers, My Sit, Master Keys, Blog Time, Social Media Sharing, Alliance, Movie Trailer, the gal in the mirror, musical affirmations, mind gym play & Dharma, Mental Diet, 7 LAWS of the MIND, Did I leave anything out? YES weekly Sunday webinar and DC webinar…and a partridge in a pear tree…..

THIS IS MY NEW REALITY…EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE…PERSIST & WIN!

Week Twelve: The FUTURE YOU in the BathRoom Mirror

Standing infont of a mirror for 50mins affirming who YOU are in the Future…WOW ok set the timer and GO…….

One sentence, My voice, One mirror, One timer

Why was I doing this on a Sunday morning? How did this happen? Who is this person?

This is not my beautiful house…this is not my beautiful wife…How did I Get HERE?

I start off with gustO, the first 32 minutes fly by…the next 10 minutes I am laughing my head off this is just too funny…I’m getting delirious…my facial expressions are changing…I’m starting to actually tip my imaginary coffee into my mouth and TASTE it…Holy I will be bouncing off the walls drinking this many coffees, the last part of my sentence is “drinking GREAT coffee mmmm”

The last 9 minutes seem to drag I am getting tired all this hand waving and excitement…the coffee hasn’t kicked in…

WHAT? You chose to do this exercise come on don’t give up now…step it up a notch get EXCITED…

FEEL it, be PERSISTENT, be a WINNER

Then beep beep beep my alarm for 50mins goes off…NO I’m back in the Groove AFFIRMING MY FUTURE SELF downstairs…I can hear Mark begin the webinar again…I return to my seat and see what is happening…people are sharing their experiences, the JOY, the TEARS, the AWAKENINGS, the OWNERSHIP…I like hearing other people’s success stories?

All the things that we have done in our lives that we have completed, that we DO because of LOVE…Quick write it down, get out the “flash cards” return to your inner child, get creative, coloured pens, and memories…

I AM A WINNER…I SUCCEED…I PERSIST…I COMPLETE… I WILL NEVER GIVE UP…I AM CONFIDENT…I AM DOING THIS…

This IS Week Twelve…Gratulations on getting this far and being able to see YOUR FUTURE self ? Now time to start shopping for my suit to wear in Las Vegas in March 2015 I want to look SENSATIONAL?

Week Eleven: Conscious OR unConcious

WOW LIFE TRULY IS BEAUTIFUL

Last week I made a CONCIOUS decision to be RESPONsible, to be the HUMAN I came to experience Earth as…

An ALL POWERFUL☀️, LOVING?, CONCIOUS BEING re-awakening people’s bliss?

I have been so caught up in LIFE: the day to day crap of it all…

I am BLISS-Filled to say I have stepped into WHO I AM and I’m LOVING IT!

My days are spent in BLISS, not getting caught up in the mire of other people’s life…

No opinions, No judgement AND I have been thrown the opportunities alot lately (love the way the universe works) all the different types of Humans to judge, get angry at, feel sad for, etc etc etc…

NOW…I LOOK, I BLESS, I lOVE, I HONOUR and I THANK them for being THEM just them in all of THEIR GLORY, they too came to experience this, their lifetime their way ?

I tend to my garden INside and OUTside, and it not only feeds me physically but nourishes my heart, my soul, the WHOLE and ALL of ME.

I ENJOY these times of quiet as I know that these shall pass and I will be busy again toiling the rows of Life, but this time it is done with LOVE and only LOVE, nurturing the seeds so they become the flowers of tomorrow’s harvest, the LIFE I have come to LIVE ☀️

We are given a choice to be Concious OR unConcious

to Live with our eyes and hearts open OR closed

to LOVE or HATE

to judge AND be judged

We are given a choice to be Concious OR unConcious

To Live within OR live without

to TRUST and BELEIVE

to take that leap of FAITH and jump off into our BLISS

We are given the choice to be Concious OR unConcious