Category Archives: I AM

Week #26 – Week #30

I Have been waiting till Week #30 to share one of My Sunshine Tribes Continuation Blog from Week #26 right through to week #30

I AM so Proud and INspired by Brony’s continued dedication and daily practice to her ‘Hero’s Journey’ most of the time on her own (she has AMAZing Discipline) with the guidance of myself when asked and the love and cheering/encouraging squad of the other Master Minding Members who Live the Master Keys Experience ‘give me, get more’

I AM Truly Blessed that you are in my Life at this Time I Appreciate You Brony xxx

Hope YOU all EnJoy reading her BLOG post PLEASE REMEMBER to Like, then Comment and then Share her Journey….

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 Week 26 – Needing a Revamp

Week 27 – Scrambled and Starting again… Again!

Week 28 – In the midsts

Week 29 -out of energy

Week 30 – Inside the Tunnel

Week#4 The DMP and the re-writes

The DMP

As I re-read my new DMP I finally feel my BLISS! This is it when I read it aloud with ENTHUSiasm I totally feel peace and liberty one of my PPN’s…

I went from what I wanted as a WE my husband and I then realized this was MY DMP, then I added in something I wanted to change, well we all know how that works…backwards in my case as I was putting my attention to the one thing I wanted to change it got worse, when I let it go completely out into the ether…now this is when things began to change 🙂

I added in STUFF that wasn’t even mine I just thought Id better put that in there, other people’s dreams and desires…Things I said I would do and I knew it wasn’t going to happen and YES “I always keep my promises”

It wasn’t until recently when my daughter was here at the end of September to stay she asked me “So what is the end result?” Well knock me down with a feather I ummm’ed and agh’ed and defended and got all blustered I knew what I wanted to say BUT it was only lightly touched upon in my DMP, I felt like a FAKE!

So by the time she left I had gone into the silence many times to seek my TRUE BLISS…I really knew what it was I just had to put pen to paper…

The mantra “Do It Now” was blasting loud in my ears BUT my old blueprint was freaking out again going “no no no you really don’t want to do that, let’s go to the beach instead!”

I stuffed my “subby” and everything else into a room in my mind and slammed the door SHUT!

Family and Friends came and stayed I would do my readings and all my other MKMMA services…Then as soon as the last of my family left headed back to summer in NZ I took a deep breathe picked up my Journal and Timidly Opened that door in my mind…There was nothing there NO damnation no ranting and raving NO feelings of BLISS…just nothing

I began to breathe and then to WRITE the words just flowed from within to my world without…With a smile on my face and love in my heart I began to write OH WHAT BLISS!

My DMP came thick and fast it all just spewed its self upon the pages, this lasted for what seemed like no time at all…I looked down and begun to read OMG YES YES YES Finally this is it!

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MY DMP is for ME and what I really truly with heartfelt feeling and enthusiasm bloody well WANT to manifest! Now I have to change “My Interview”

Life is Beautiful and I give Gratitude for all that I AM!

Week ThirtySeven: The MKMMA Guide Webinar

Kauai

The Journey to Become a certified MKMMA Guide…YES this is something I want to do!

Have I put it into my DMP yet? NO…Why not?

The Training began on the 8th of June and I left for Cuba on the 10th June where there is none OR very little wireless to be found, so I prepared before leaving reading, studying and listening to the color code CD every time i climbed into my car…I said to myself AS soon as you are back on US soil you will login and catch up…

BUT Life got in my way, our daughter Kelly’s Wedding, Family arriving the excitement, dinners, wedding rehearsals, shopping etc etc etc ISN’T there always an etc?

One month later I finally return to our Summer Island Home with Warwick’s Mum in tow hmmm didn’t really plan ahead did I?  Never had an elderly person in the Whare (WOWHouse) before…for the first two weeks it was all about her, making sure she ate properly, slept and safely checked out our WareHouse Space…Some background on MuM, she is 85 lives in the two story family house in Waihi Beach NZ, she  flew all the way from NZ to Los Angels on her own, she LOVEs to travel, she is deaf and wears a hearing aid she can lip read and it amazes me how well she can hear when she wants too…SHE is the Ultimate Silent Observer…She is a wee bit fragile only in that the plane adventures took abit out of her physically, so she was abit wobbly on her feet…

OK all is well Mum’s Sweet As and even been for a Swim or two, we have shopped and she has regained her strength and is all about being her independent self 🙂

So Sunday is the guide’s webinar AM I ready? Well I thought I was…when Shite happens in the morning when your cruising along and it all hits the fan 10mins before it starts I just want to BLINK and disappear away from all this LOUD Noise and Kaos…Breathe Breathe Breathe..The Webinar begins 🙁

I am sooo not ready! We start with the Trello assignments, I finish the 1st task BUT send it to the wrong Email address, Im seeing BUT not seeing, Im second guessing, I’m loosing it…

Arrgghhhhh…OK Breathe Breathe Breathe and JUST LISTEN…

I send out messages that I will re-do all of the tasks after the webinar PHEW! Breathe Breathe Breathe…

Remember that Sanctuary from the last BLOG…

Next time I will IMMEDIATELY BLINK myself there when anything negative is happening in my serene space before my Guide Training Webinar…

“I am Natures Greatest Miracle” Og mandino

I GOT THIS!

The Time in-between the Weeks to come: Be the ADVENTruer

Just returned home to our Summer Island of Kauai from my Home of Aotearoa NZ  and wanted to keep my Blog Posting going…

Having Completed 6 months of Master Minding with the Awesome MKMMA team; Mark J, The Fabulous Davene, Trish, Derek, Dayna with all of the Guides AND importantly all of the MKMM’ers who started, dropped out and finished along side of me, I am truly GRATEFUL for the opportunity that presented itself and I answered gumboots n all…

YES I stepped up and claimed my QUEST into “My Journey” to rediscover Who I am and Why I am here…

LOVED having my MEMories re-awakened…

We get so caught up in the Day 2 Day Living we FORget to LIVE…

I have Slayed Dragons, Rescued Prince and Princesses alike, Drunk from the cup of NOW, hold my SWORD (even if it is made of a Kowhai tree branch) up HIGH, and LAUGH at the WORLD for YES it is TRUE “I AM Natures Greatest Miracle”

LIVING life as a SOUL with a HUMAN Body

My Quest into my DHARMA is Happening!

I’ll keep you all posted on the story and when my Book goes to print…

BE an ADVENTruer

Week TwentyTwoA: Deep WithIn I Dive

Into the Deep WithIn I Dive…Eyes wide OPEN

Into the Deep WithIn I Dive…Blissfully GONE

This week we got to experience going “Into the World WithIn”

In SILENCE we SIT for as long as you do…one hour, one, day, two days

OR more…

This is a place of Peace, Joy and Bliss

Being Unconsciously Conscious

What Happens?

For Me…I Just AM

Totally in the moment of NOW

All movement stops, all questions are answered, all things unknown-known

It just IS

DeLITEfully

DeLISHiously

DeLECTably

DeeVinely

Into the Deep WithIn I Dive…Eyes wide OPEN

Into the Deep WithIn I Dive…Blissfully GONE