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Week Seven: FOR-GIVEness

I UNDERSTAND we ALL HAD Our REASONS…

I forgive my mother for the way you left me as a teenager

I forgive my brother for going through all of my personal stuff that was packed away in my wardrobe and throwing away my then MOST treasured items…

I forgive you my best friend Pipi for giving up on our friendship without even an explanation

I forgive myself for deserting my little sister when she was just a child

I forgive myself for running away from the LOVE so freely expressed Anaru

I forgive those who have hurt me throughout my life so far and to all those who I have hurt…I forgive myself for this human trait

I am AWARE of you my EGO…and the role you play…

Now is the time to close my eyes, cut those cords that run soooo deep, mourn a little, bless them with a loving goodbye and thankYOU for the lessons learnt, then LET GO with forgiveness in my heart…

As I step into this new day I AWAKEN myself the one who came to Earth to experience LIFE as a Hu-Man and fulfill with loving kindness the divine plan…

What is this divine plan you ask…I have all but forgotten in the last 7years…as Life got in the way…

as I move forward I create a space of learning and meditation?

Week Six: The Girl in the mirror rorrim

Every Day for the longest time I have looked at myself in the morning in the mirror…and repeated the words…”Hello Beautiful”

I would get out of bed, get dressed, clean my teeth, drink a glass of water and head off out the door and across the road to the beach and walk and walk and walk…clearing my head with deep breaths then mind melding on what my future self was doing…living in the future of my manifesting…along the way I would meet the other early  morning walkers & chit chat about what was planed for the day or what had happened yesterday or what was planed for the future enjoying their company for the part of the beach we walked together…saying goodbye and laying my towel on the sand, welcoming  the Dolphins and Ra the sun…giving thanks and praise for the gifts so far and the ones to manifest, smiling and feeling blessed…striping off and entering the water oh so kool and morning refreshing…Life is Bliss-filled with no dramas just serenity, me, myself & I…

Then Life Happened…

Leaving our beautiful space at the beach on the Great Barrier Reef  doorstep…flying to NZ to be with my Dad and help him heal and recover, make him comfortable for the last months of his journey as a Hu-man here on Planet Earth…watching his confidence grow each day as he becomes aware he is still alive and his mermaid named daughter is lying beside on his bed holding his hand…Oh how I LOVE this man…I spend the nights sleeping on the lazy boy just so I’m there when he opens his eyes making sure he has everything he needs…

He is thriving in his new sun-filled space, reading and doing his crosswords and having a sneaky whiskey before lights out…feeling safe and loved, I am truely blessed for the extra time we get to spend together…

Life happens again…

I find myself saying goodbye to this man who imparted so many of his loves upon me, books, traveling the world, cooking, fishing and just being with ones self…happy & content…and find myself on a plane to Hawaii…

This is where it all changed…

Week Five: Opinions

OPINIONS:

WOW do I have lots of Opinions on EVERYthing!

How to do this…how to do that…the way people drive, walk, talk…what the DJs play on the radio…how this looks..how that looks…what that person is doing over there and how they could do it better…what my husband is doing and how to do it…as I know I’m a expert…Yeah WHATEVER!

thank the Goddess I don’t watch TV or listen to the News I would be totally wasting the rest of my day with my Opinions…

My new word for these Opinions is ONIONS (as here we go with an Onion) I don’t like these vegetables….lmao

I know…you don’t know…I’m an EXPERT…

Yeah WHATEVER!

But But But my Mother told me….I saw it…I read about it…

Yeah WHATEVER!

So this week was all about keeping our mouths shut and not having OR voicing our ONIONS…well in those first three days the ONIONS were so winning, ONIONS 47 Lorelei ☀️ 0…

Like  I said I had a lot to say on the subject of friken everything…BUT as I keep my mouth FIRMLY CLOSED …Breathe…Listen…Breathe AGAIN and then respond with OH really yeah I LOVE that idea OR oh really what do you think?

It is soooo becoming easier everyday…Loving these new habits I am nurturing into being within myself ?

Week Four: the word WILL…Autonomy & Liberty

Will: a very interesting word…now what happens when you take it out of a sentence?

I WILL go walk the dog today…I AM walking the dog today…

By taking the WILL out…my statements move into the present tense…Try it next time you are reading…I find even when I am reading any material especially affirmations when I take the WILL out of the sentence it is Sooo much more POWER-filled!

Autonomy: defination…independence or freedom, as of the will or one’s actions:
the autonomy of the individual.

Liberty: definition…freedom from control, interference, obligation, restriction, hampering conditions, etc.; power or right of doing, thinking, speaking, etc., according to choice.

Do these two words and their definitions seem like the same thing?

I am writing up my Dharma and these words I am inter-twining within my script…to tell the truth I am having trouble with this…I have lots of Liberty in there but am showing No Autonomy… Soooo I message my friend who has a doctorate in English for HELP…I have sent her a draft of my Dharma and eagerly await her reply…

With all that’s happening this week I have decided to go for a hike with the girls on Sunday after the webinar that is…all this rain it should be FUN, there is lots of mud for slipping n sliding BUT the reward is at the end of the hike there is a hidden waterfall to clean ones self off and enjoy a luxurious swim…spending time with my girls is definitely HIGH on my priority list! It’s time to ENJOY Life and put this paper work to sleep for a day…

AS halloween is on its way, we have our Annual WOW Halloween Party to put into production…Let the FUN BEGIN!

Week Three: Going to CaLiFornIA & the Red Circles

Arriving at the airport early to relax and enjoy the people watching before boarding my flight, the smell of the plumeria fading replaced with the smells of travelers returning back to their reality after island holidays…
5 hours later arriving at LAX to total mayhem HOLY Lorelei this is NOT Kauai anymore…ok move it move it, get my bags, flag down the hotel driver, breathe live is good! Check in, eat I’m starving, key in door, RELAX…
So the Best thing about waking up in the morning is my daughter Sian is arriving after her 5 day Tomorrow World Festival FUN in Atlanta…Sweet Dreaming?

So much happening stay focused…Sian (daughter) time in LA 2 days, SUP Surfing EXPO and the 2014 7th annual Battle Of the Paddle Racing at Salt Creek in Dana Point for 2 days, then Sian time again 2 days LA, drop hubby off at airport he’s homeward bound back to our Summer Island of Kauai…Pick up my hot wee Ford Focus rental, I get to spend Kelly (other daughter) time in San Diego 3 days Kelly is a hairdresser so I came out of her studio with RED hair hmmm red circles everywhere…

Friday head up to Garden Grove, Anaheim to the Hyatt Regency mmm smells so good, book in and catch up with fellow team mates and leaders…Saturday, Sunday totally booked out conferencing all day long (plugged myself into the webinar though)…PHEW WOW Alla KaZam! What an action packed, insipring 2 days! This company is taking me and everyone else into the FUTURE Loving It!

Soooooo did I do everything I promised myself I would do? YES I did…I got up early and went to bed late, talking out loud whenever the moment took me specially when the red circles appeared, the funny thing is the place I saw the MOST red circles was on the plane back to my Summer Island Kauai 🙂 I am planning our Annual Halloween Party so there is plenty to keep me busy…Life is AMAZING!